I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN
"I Wish I Was Never Born" is a photographic exploration of existential crisis and psychological introspection. The work examines the profound questioning of life's meaning and purpose during periods of uncertainty.
Using staged portraits, family archival images, and found objects, the project creates a visual dialogue about childhood experiences, family trauma, memory, and evolving relationships. The methodology bridges past experiences with present psychological states, specifically addressing the impact of domestic violence and family dynamics.
This photographic practice serves as both documentation and therapeutic intervention, functioning as a healing mechanism for anxiety and emotional processing. The work deliberately confronts societal expectations of perpetual success by embracing vulnerability and psychological complexity.
The series transforms personal struggle into broader commentary on the human condition, positioning artistic practice as both an investigative tool and a means of restoration. Through intimate yet universal exploration, the work normalizes mental health discussions while demonstrating photography's capacity for self-understanding and healing.
N:B: Looking for sponsor / publishing opportunities.
It is not a commercial book and not printed through any press or publisher. The idea was to create sort of a visual diary. If you want to see and experience this, you have to contact me and see it live. I would love to make it available commercially. If I get any sponsor opportunities from any publisher in or outside of Bangladesh, I would be happy to make it in a long production. Also, the project is a very personal story and comes from personal experiences. This project requires its viewers to be sensitive and open-minded.